So...

... To say it's been a long time, might be a bit of an understatement... so, I confess... it's been too long. I've been so caught up in the on goings and non goings of life that I've strayed away from that which I love close to most, writing.

Yet, now I'm finding my way back through the chaos that once consumed my mind... and I'm finding that I'm free.

Free to be a me that I've never before released. For fear of judgment and misunderstandings, I kept this "she" all to me. But following the turn of events in my life and the beautiful spirit of a special one therein, I'm continually, yet slowly moving on an upward slope to be a more open being.

With that, to also stop being so afraid of the thoughts of others and their opinions of who I am.

I am one who He created and one whom He loves.

I am one who she wants to be with and one who deeply appreciates her for who she is.

I am one who loves life at it's simplicities and meditates through it's complexities.

I am one so often touched on a plane many can't relate to by the sadness of the world, that the ofteness aches my heart.

I am one who is giving freely of all of me, but if crossed will close all of me off to you as well.

I am one who is finding her way through life and slowly achieving her goals.

I am one who is truly, uniquely, me.

It's time to wake up and see the sunrise...

Welcome back to my thoughts.

Peace.