Thursday, November 5, 2009

Right Now...

...At this moment, I feel a love so deep and strong within me it's exciting and irritating. An interesting combination I know, but I'm coming more into me daily. The sadness, depression and discontent has long subsided, but now something else is there... more anger, but not enough to stall me from having happiness. It's strange.

And although I don't fully know or maybe even perhaps understand this new stuff going on with me, it's going and I'm willing to learn. I just pray to God to help me in the meantime. My future will not reflect my past. I will be better as I discover new areas of myself... reserved, experimental and new pieces of me I've decided to share.

Peace for now.
Ja ne...



2 comments:

bc said...

isnt it sublime when the clouds break and the sun shines through? im happy to hear you are better, i truly am.

-b

IdentityQuest said...

Aww... I appreciate you so even though you can be such an ass.